Val's mail came in just now & I teared. She talked about her aunt who just passed away last week. She reminded me about Granny & the past, like what I told baby last night over the phone about Granny & I. ):):): I will get over it soon. I planned to spend more time with Granny from now onwards. I'll bring her to her favourite place. I hate life & I hate death even more.

Anyway, I had a great day at school though I was uber tired & sad. :) The girls made the day better, thankyou sexys.! Hm no homework tday & I'm so happy. Got tuition later. :) Like finally after so long. Bio test tday & I think I'm gonna fail. I suspected there was gonna be one but I didn't bother to ask, how lazy. Maths was only 5 mins & we did a little quiz. English was fun tday though I'm fucking tired & not listening. heehee. :D Mrs Soon showed us a video & it's something like a life lesson kinda video. Look at things at a different perspective, don't give up easily, etc. I agree to all these but I've not met them yet. Whoo, I will soon. Ha. :) Chinese was pure madness. She kept looking at our direction. & fuck, how much I hate chinese lessons. She think that my chinese is as fluent as hers, like some china kid. Hello, 52/100 student who needs extra chinese remedials, what else can you expect from her? I passed & she should be happy with that. Better than I fail right, tsk. Art was H to the O to the R to the R to the I to the L To the E. Whole class was so pissed with her shouting & screaming, slamming tables & throwing things. All that noisy bang! sound. Damn annoying. The mood for drawing is already gone before we could even walk into her classroom. She yelled before we went in. Ugh, I hope her mood tmr becomes better man. If not the whole class is gonna kena from her again luh, for like 5 hours!? =

After school, I went to have lunch with Choo sisters, Bestaye Chanel & Mariel. Hahah, two retards, I like! :D Ho, lunched at the food court & we had so much fun crapping. Mariel laughed like some sick laugh machine. Hahha. Went down to Mac's to get Bestaye's ice cream cone & walked around. Wanted to print the picture in my phone but ay, it didn't worked. Fuckhead(new word ay!). So yuh, had bubble tea & sat at compass heights. Talked, laughed, crapped. Damn funny, I swear. Geez, Mariel's damn retarded! Omgz, I had fun & went home at 4 :D

While I was on my way home, Miss Grizel Tan came into my mind. That stupid girl's at camp now & I miss her already. It's only a day, omg. I wonder what the hell is that retard doing now. I realised I do love Zel, no matter how annoying she is. Like how baby love Joel no matter how angry he can make her. It's just that we both don't show it, I guess. At least Joel hugs & kisses baby before he goes to school. Like aw, so sweet. (: Hahah, I'm not so mushy to my sister la. Hahah. Tuesday's gonna come, I don't care. & I'll be watching dachangjin alone tonight! >):

They were never listeners. I thought they were but I was wronged. They were never called friends. I thought they'd keep their word for being there but none was. ): Perhaps I was thinking too much. I guess I'm gonna keep everything to myself from now on. Perhaps it's safer this way then no one will say that you talk too much. Ho. :
Eliza, talk soooooooooon. ):

& I thank you for being who you are all these while. You're well appreciated by yours truly & I still love you, want you, need you even though you might not feel the same way. (:

> I miss you so much today.





Tmr & the day after tmr.. Until I see you again.


I already did.


Miss you. ):


I miss you.


): OK CUT THE CRAP. :


'Cos this is not a mistake, it's a start of a new beginning;
<3,